You know I have to be honest with myself and admit that I have something like and anger issue. I've noticed this in myself increasingly so within the past year and half or so since making a few career changes. I mean little things that normally would not bother me at all are now almost pushing me over the edge. I have the ability to admit this because it’s something that I have to deal with and change. I think that on some level I am not as happy as I used to be. I know where this stems from and I'm trying to change that situation but it’s always easier said than done. Every day I am more and more affected by things that are so insignificant that after the fact I think about it and think what the hell is wrong with me! I don't for a second blame anyone for my harsh feelings it just is what it is. At some point I thought …what do I really have to be so unhappy about? And after pondering this, I realize that that I am and have been very fortunate in my life and that for a lack of words "need to man up" and just get over it. This is just the beginning of my life and I don’t want to continue on with these feelings. So I have decided to change… look for a new Britney coming to a place near you!
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