Today feels disappointing and as dark as the skies appear right now. I want to feel like I am doing something valuable with my life and feel literallylike I am affecting some one in a positive manner. I know that this sounds rather cliché but I do feel that there is a void in my life some where and to be honest I guess that I am looking for the right thing to fill it. I want to be motivated and inspired by a greater power, by a forceful being. I want to be moved to tears because things make me overwhelmingly happy. I want unrealistic things, things that I see in the movies and on television. I am venturing onto something new that I have never done before, and have never been exposed to before and I am feeling some kind of way. I think that I feel kind of nervous and very excited all at the same time and I don’t know how it will all work out in the end, but I tihnk this may be something big for me. I maybe feel that I need these things because I haven’t really had the healthiest of years this year and I just want to make sure that my life is worthy of mentioning when Im gone from this earth.
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